Bukan aku x suka..

salam readers^^

kali nie xtau nk tulis ape..tp rse mcm nk tulis something yg asyik menganggu fikiran nie je..
bukan ape..setiap kli nk pergi kat tempat tu mesti rse mcm.."xmau pergi!!"
sbb?? sbb?? sbb nyer...

>rse kosong duk kat sne
>rse mcm xde life
>rse "seram" nk blaja perkara baru 
>rse dr nie mcm tah pape
>rse "eeee, serabutnya!!"
>rse "kan best klu aq jd bdak2 balik"
>rse..sayu..*xtau sbb ape nk kne tulis jgk-,-'
>tutorial, assingnment *xla mengunung, tp x siap lagi..
>rse..bla3

*tak tau dah nk tulih menda=="

Tapi..menda yg saya suka bile duk sne ialah saya dpt blaja menda baru. They really something yg lebih deep N i dunno these before. Besides, aq sendr dpt rasa yg aq lebih dkt dgn Dia bile ade dkt sane, klu duk tmpat lain x rse sgt..maybe sbb orang kate tempat tu ialah salah satu tempat penyebelihan iman. Ya! sbb tu la aq rse.. "KNPA AQ KNE GI SANE???" 

kan best klu jadi budak2 kecik balik..blaja pun menda senang2 je * tp klu mse kt kecik dulu rse mcm pernah cakap la pulak..pelajaran darjah 1-6 tu susah; tp bile dah msuk sekolah menengah rse pelajaran darjah 1-6 tu pulak yg senang je, yg skop menengah punya lg susah n bgtulah seterusnya bile msuk kat tempat tuh..rase yg menengah lagi senang. So, kat sini, aq nk ckp kat diri aq.."alah senang je apa yg aq belajar sekarg then bile pergi higher level" BTW, apa yang kita belajar nie actually menjadikan dr kita lebih tahu dan menyedarkan kita bahawa kita nie sbnrnya bnyak lagi yg x tau..bukan ke Allah ade ckp bahawa Dia akan menaikkan darjat org yg menuntut ilmu?? n hadis mse SPM tu pun ade Rasulullah bersabda bahawa ciptaanNya yang berada di langit dn di bumi akan memohon ampunan bg sesiapa yang menuntut ilmu nie..klu nk harapkn kita yg beristighfar sedikit sgt la kan. Nie kira dpt bonus yg besar sungguh la klu setiap ikan kat laut tu * berjuta weih yg memohon ampunan juagak utk kita. Tak ke seronok?? then, Allah jugak menjanjikan kita akn dipermudhkan jaln ke syurga. Sesungguhnya Allah sedg melihat segala usaha kita yg penat study, x cukup tido malam, xley rehat2 cam org lain smata-mata utk mengenal Dia from ilmuNya. *rse semangat  aq naik semula^^

mmg perkara biasa la klu aq n kwn2 aq from USIM, Matrikulasi, KTD n sebagainya mesej2 ngan aq kte dieorang tension. rse kosong. weih korang, aq pun rse menda yang sama. Then ktorg akan sama2 bg kate2 dorongan dan sokongan untuk terus ke hadapan. Dieorg selalu suh relatekan ape yg aq alami tu adalah ujian dr Allah yg sgt syg kat aq.Aq seronok sgt ade kawn mcm dieorg. walaupun setakat nie mesej n calling2 sbgai penghubung tp ukhuwah ini tetap bersemi indah. Kat sini aq nk ucap THANK YOU to my dearest friends; Anis Afina, Najiha, Idah, Ruzaini, Tengku Balqis n Syahirah Syiro n many more. Alhamdulillah, time aq tgh lemah semangat yg aq malu2 kucing nk call or bgtau dieorg nnti mesti ade mesej masuk yg memberikan kata2 semangat *macm tau2 je:')


apa2 pun..bile on9 Facebook, aq suke post kat my wall or kat group kwn2 aq kata2 yg aq suke bile aq tgh down gitu^^ *sorry la korang klu rse menyemak je dgn ape yg aq post, coz i just want to share:D






ayat2 nie mmg memberi semangat kat aq^^









betul tu..mmg aq x mampu nk berada di sisi awk sentiasa, tp saya tinggalkan awk dgn yg LEBIH HEBAT DARI SAYA^^




yup:) jangan pernah segan nk meminta maaf dgn Allah walaupun bnyak salah yg kita buat coz RAHMAT ALLAH ITU LEBIH BESAR DARI MURKANYA^^




*i love rusydi artz :D








Sepi itu rupanya ada sebuah RINDU..
RINDU sang PENCIPTA kepada yang DICIPTA.



Sy sdg berkenalan dgn Dia si kekasih hati.
Sepnjng perkenalan sy rasa Dia sgt sweet. *xpenah jumpa org yg mcm dia nieh
Bila sy ada masalah Dia pasti tahu, pendengar yg sgt2 baik.
Then Dia mesti hantar surat, mesej n kata2 yg memujuk jiwa
Dia buat saya tak keseorangan selalu teman sy di sisi.
Sy gembira ke, sedih ke, mesti Dia ada.
Dia buat sy rasa slmt sgt.
Sy rasa xda kekasih sebaik Dia.
Mgkin ad

a bf or gf yg bg hadiah kat psgn spt bunga, coklat, or mcm2 yg org kate 'wah,sweetnya bf/gf ko;.
Tp Dia lg sweet.
Dia tak prnh merajuk.
Setiap kesalahan sy mesti Dia maafkan asalkan saya minta maaf.
Dia xpernah jemu bagi saya peluang.
Masih panjang lagi perjalanan perkenalan ini.
Sehingga nafas terakhir, INSYA'ALLAH...

Kerana DIA kekasih agung yg tak ada tandingannya
tiada yg seSWEET DIA yakni ALLAH YANG MAHA ESA,KENALI CINTA ALLAH..
mulakn perkenalan ini selagi masih sempat...=)

n banyak lagi laa..dah x sempat nk msukn sume, coz dh nk kne balik ke Center Foundation Studies, International Islamic University Malaysia.

Doakan saya dan sahabat2 saya serta semua yang mempelajari ilmuNya ini sentiasa kuat dalam menghadapi ujian.

DO NOT IMAGINE THE WHITE ELEPHANT!!

AS-salam^^ ! *ans it first, it’s compulsory anyway..hihi. For this entry I want to talk ‘bout “revolution” (perubahan) *well, I don’t noe wheather my grammar right or wrong..but, please keep reading if u don’t mind^^. Ok, maybe because I already enter university, so, I want to make a ‘lil bit changes in my life to be a better and good student. FYI, I enter CFS IIUM this week. I just finished my ‘TA’ARUF WEEK’ there. Anyway, whether you;my dear reader isn’t anymore to-be-so-called “STUDENT”, but,yeah..you still need to do that to make your life better,rite?

So, the questions are..IS REVOLUTION IS A THING THAT YOU…

                 

                                                     A)  NEED??

                                B)  WANT??

*hey~ answer it first before u continue ur reading,dear^^

    As a matter of fact, the ANSWER…..are both of them as it’s depends on the situation that you are in.

      The shifting becomes a “NEED” when you are in bad or cannot cope anymore with the situations. For example, when you’ve got your CGPA 1.9, that you nearly about to be dismiss from the university, so you NEED to be more hardworking, go and seeking help from your friends and lectures, read books more and ofcourse less sleep hours.

      It becomes as the things that you “WANT” when you feel already OK of what you have. You think if you don’t change anythings , it doesn’t matter. For example, that you already have a status, money, cars, your own house n etc2, so, for you to make more money is consider as changes that you want.

     Dear readers, there is one more answer that available, which is..shifting in our life is “SUNNATULLAH”. It means, whether you WANT it or not  OR   you NEED it or not , it’s Allah’s wills that it happens. To make you more understand, we can look at this example. OK,let’s say that you don’t want your hair to become white and ofcourse you don’t need that,do you? "URGH, i must not changing my hair to white!!!" can u do that? Well, it’s Allah’s wills that when you getting older, that your hair turns white. 

So, I hope you understand what I want to say ‘bout. The next thing is..


                             HOW WE GONNA CHANGE OURSELVES??

                

                         

Actually, there is simple formulae for this. Now, I want you to raise your right hand..ok, raise up your right hand, hand raise,guys~Then next, raise your left hand. Then give me a “pap” sound. Once again.. *make sure there is nobody around, they may think that u insane already, haha. Jelly2 *it means ‘joking’. 


    Naa~ tell me, what are you doing just now?? You’re clapping your hands,right? * or you make something else?? Haha. Ok2, give an applause to yourself.

                                                 

    So, the formulae is there,reader. It’s C.L.A.P. What does it stands for?? Let we have a look...

        CLEAR the end picture

·        -->It means that you know what will you get or what you’ll be at the end. You must stated, imagine and have a clear picture of it. You can write it big on the paper and paste it on the wall.

   Language.

·            
              --> What language?? Ok, to be clear ‘bout this, you must know the fact, dear. Language isn’t just what we saying which we called it ‘verbal language’ but there is also mental language, that what we talk to ourselves innerly and mentally.

·         Ok, raeder, now I have a game for u. I say..

                         
                     
    “DO NOT IMAGINE THE WHITE ELEPHANT.”

    “DO NOT IMAGINE THE WHITE ELEPHANT.”

           Tell me, how many of you DO IMAGINE THE “WHITE ELEPHANT” ???? * for those who did, smile now. Hurry up!! Hihi. What I want to say here from this game is.. our mind does not interprate the word “NOT” very well. Naa~ just see, you guys did imagined the big white elephant just now. So, when you want to state something to yourself, DO NOT use the word “NOT”. Say what you want and not what you don’t want. Example..say “I must pass this subject” instead “I don’t want to fail this subject”. Use POSITIVE words not the negative one.

   Act.

·        --> Many people just say “ O, I want to change starting today!!” or  “Oh Allah, help me to be a better person” etc2. Well, if we look around us, many people just express it speak out than done it in the reality world. Guys, don’t built the castle in the mid air. There is no use and you can't even enter the castle's door.

 Purpose.

       --->You must take care of your intention. Make sure that you have the right reason why you want to change because the intentions is more important to make all that you do get Allah’s redha.

             ALL OF THESE STAND UNDER THE UMBRELLA OF…

                      

                         “innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiiunn”

which means OUR CHANGNESS WHETHER WE ‘WANT’, ‘NEED’ OR ‘SUNNATULLAH’… THEY’RE ALL UNDER ALLAH’S WILLS.

   
    Last but not least, I hope you’ve got something from this entry to help you to be a better person in your life. I’m sorry, if you’ve found any grammar mistakes or typin’ error. Actually it’s my first time to write the entry fully in English. At first, I hesitated to do that n I feel ashamed if people know how moderate I am in English, but I believe work the things out is worth than we just afraid and want to stay at the place that we comfortably in. It’s worth trying and I’m glad that I done it here. Thanks for keep reading till the end^^

:: Freshie of Center for Foundation Study, International Islamic      University Malaysia, Petaling Jaya.

aku nak cari 'dia'...

hidup saya, awk , dia , dan mereka..mesti tak sunyi dari ujiankan?? kadang2 ujian tu wat kita BENGANG je ngan orag tu>.<!!! ade jugak ujian jenis org asyik wat kita nak marah jer!! n ade gak yang wat muka kita nie xley nk senyum sampai sehari:'(

well, frankly speaking..

menda2 kat atas tu la yang slalu kita sebut sebagai ujian. Klu kita happy, ceria..x plak kita msukkn dlm katogeri ujian kan?? sbb mse tu jiwa kita x resah n gelisah n rase menyampah smpai nk smash2 org kut..haha. 

Alhamdulillah..br je nk menulis panjang2 lagi ttg ujian nie, terbaca kat newsfeed facebook ttg ujian yang saya br nk trgkan^^

haha, so, saya pun cpt2 gi copy n paste. hee~>.<~

Hidup kita tak akan sepi daripada UJIAN..

SUSAH itu ujian, SENANG itu juga ujian.

SAKIT itu ujian, SIHAT itu juga ujian.

MISKIN itu ujian, KAYA itu juga ujian.

Hatta keluarga, isteri dan anak-anak juga adalah ujian buat kita.

Adakah sesuatu yang ada pada kita ini BUKAN UJIAN dari ALLAH??

Tidak ada, semuanya UJIAN daripada ALLAH.Lantas, cukupkanlah kesabaran dalam diri kita.

ALLAH SWT berfirman :

"Hai sekalian orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah dan cukupkanlah kesabaran itu." ( Ali-Imran : 200 )

Lagi ALLAH SWT berfirman :

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang bersabar itu dipenuhi pahala mereka dengan tiada hitungannya kerana terlalu banyaknya ia."( Az-Zumar : 10 )

so..ape kne mengena menda nie dgn 'AQ NK CRI DIA' ?? 

NA~ well, aq rse klu korang nk hadapi ujian nie sorang2 mesti beratkn?? jangan nak tipu la klu hang habaq mai kat ceq hang bole hadapi sorang2. even as i telling ya above, kesenangn juga ujian. well, xkn la klu korg happy coz of something korang just held it to urselfkan?? mesti nk share~ org kte "share the happiness with others make it double"  


N waktu kita sedih or lemah mesti korang jumpa org yg rapatkn nk luah ape yg terbuku di hati, bg bahu nie rse ringan sikit bebannya although that person maybe xley wat pape to solve the prob. BUT, saya caya korang mesti rse thanx a lot la kat org yg dgr masalh korang tu kan?? N org kate " share the sadness will cut it to half"

ok2, klu korg boleh jugak hadapi semua nie sorang2, FINE:) no offence^^

SO, kat sini, aq nak share la... 


12 SIFAT SAHABAT SEJATI MENURUT IMAM AL-GHAZALI ^^

well, aq just nk tolong korang utk cri sahabat sejati..maybe its hard *i noe..i still not find yet*  but atleast we worth a try kan?so..bce la ye..

1. Jika engkau berbuat bakti kepadanya, ia akan melindungimu.

2. Jika engkau rapatkan persahabatan dengannya, dia akan membalas baik persahabatanmu itu.

3. Jika engkau perlukan pertolongan daripadanya berupa wang dan sebagainya, ia akan membantumu.

4. Jika engkau menghulurkan sesuatu kebaikan kepadanya, ia akan menerima dengan baik.

5. Jika ia mendapat sesuatu kebajikan (bantuan) daripadamu, ia akan menghargai atau menyebut kebaikanmu.

6. Jika ia melihat sesuatu yang tidak baik daripadamu, ia akan menutupnya.

7. Jika engkau meminta sesuatu bantuan daripadanya, ia akan mengusahakannya.

8. Jika engkau berdiam diri (kerana malu hendak meminta), ia akan menanyakan kesusahanmu.

9. Jika datang sesuatu bencana menimpa dirimu, ia akan meringankan kesusahanmu (membuat sesuatu untuk menghilangkan kesusahan itu).

10. Jika engkau berkata kepadanya, nescaya ia akan membenarkanmu.

11. Jika engkau merancangkan sesuatu, nescaya ia akan membantumu.

12. Jika kamu berdua berselisih faham, nescaya ia lebih senang mengalah untuk menjaga kepentingan persahabatan.

*SMAKL*

*SMIK*

*JDK*

                           

*KIBAR*

                                                    

:: AKU NAK CARI 'DIA' DAN AKAN TERUS MENCARI^^

13.04

   I never had this kind of celebrated birthday in my whole life such at my new school, SMAKL. Before this, my birthday party would be held at my bungalow house and my friends came with their presents. We were having a good time together at that party with jokes, movies and games. Differently at this school, the wishes that they gave made me appreciated them much instead of presents. They such a magic words!

                              “HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ATIQAH!”

    Early in the morning on 13 APRIL, I woke up with a big smile on my face. This is the day I was born! After took a bath, I went to my class to open the letter from my parents at Shah Alam that I received a day before. They wished me and gave my favourite chocolate, Beryls. Thanks; mum and dad! My friends sang me a special happy birthday song at the rowcall. I was very touched plus happy that moment.

   During recess, I gave form V girls an invitation cards for my birthday party that night. There were questions to be answered inside the hand-made cards. The winner would get the prizes from birthday girls. That night birthday party would also celebrating for Ameerah’s birthday which was on 12 APRIL. We got two chocolate moist cakes specially made by Aunty Roslina which was our mentor last year as our birthday gifts.

    That night after preparation class, we made the celebration inside princesses dining hall. After birthday-girls’-talk from Ameerah and me, we announced the winner for the quizzes. Husna and Balqis were the winner! Meanwhile, Naemah also got her prizes because she got it right for the game ‘Try to Count Me’. We had a joyous moment with the chocolate moist cakes, jelly, snack and sweets. Not to forget the delicious mango juice!

    At the end of the party, I gave Ameerah the present that I had bought and so did her. With smilimg and laughing faces, Najihah helped to snap our pictures together as a memories. We end the party at 11.30 as it was time for us to sleep. Although I was quite tired that day because we had gotong-royong plus add math tuition, but it was the best thing that ever happened to me.

p/s: its SIMPLE but MEANINGFUL!

        THANKS,ALL^^
        oh my God! seems my love story is COMPLICATED>.<!!

tentang 'Dia'

Aq ade seorg kwn, dia begitu rapat dgn aq.

org nmapak dia sempurna..

sbb dia ade rupa..

sbb dia pandai..

sbb dia berwang..

sbb dia menarik..

sbb..dia hnya tersenyum ketika ditimpa masalah

dia tidak pernah share ape yg dihadapi

dia suka tanggung sendr, bgnya masalahnya bkn masalah org lain

sbb dia tidak suka tgk org lain terbeban kerana halnya

dia seorg yg baik..

cube utk membantu org tidak kira siapa

kadg2 sbb kebaiknnya itu org ambil kesempatan

tetapi dia ttp bersabar

katanya, "Aq buat semua tu kerana Allah"

dia jenis happy go lucky

dia ade tarikan tersendr

dia bagi org lain nampak sempurna, hebat dan sbgainya..

tp, sebagai sahabat yg begitu dekat dgn dirinya

aq tak nmpak dia sperti yg mereka nmpak
dia masih seperti anak yg lemah

dia selalu menumpahkan air matanya dihadpn ku

saat tu aq xkn mengelap air matanya

cukuplah..

dia dah terlalu lama tabah hadapi segalanya

sudah smpai saatnya dia mgalah dan berasa dr dia x patut keseorgn

menghadapi segalanya..

dia patut meluahkan perasaanya..

sbb dalam hidup kita ini tidak lps dr ujian..

mse tu, aq akn mendengr ceritanya..

rupanya disebalik kehidupannya yang "hebat" itu

bnyak cerita sedih yg mewarnai

disebalik senyum dan ketawanya

byk kekalutan yg tersembunyi

di sebalik happy go lucky nya itu

seribu ujian yg dihadapinya

org nmpak dia hebat..

tp sbnrnya dia tgh lemas

terkapai-kapai dlm hidupnya

org nmpak dia bhagia

sdgkn dia tgh berduka..

aq sedih apabila mendgr cerita hidupnya

dia dah lama hdpi semua nie keseorgn..

walaupun dia mempunyai ramai kawan.

aq merapatkn drnya dgn drku

aq cuba utk memberikn nya kekuatan

walaupun x seberapa 
sekurg-kurgnya mampu menguatkn drnya

"Awak..awk x pernah hdpi semua nie sendrian, sbb Dia selalu bersama awk

xkiralah apa pun yg awk lalui..

dan.. awk ada saya, 
saya sudi menjd pendgr yg setia..

luahkan lah, jagn memndam perasaan lagi..

sbb saya x nmpak dr awk sperti yg mereka nmpak..

jgn segan mengeluarkn twa dn menitiskn tngis

sbb saya sahabt awk..

sya tak mahu sya berkwn dgn awk mse senang shja

tp, saya mahu berada di sisi awk ketika susah juga.."

"Awak..awk tahu x mengapa Tuhan jdkn pelangi slps hujn?

Megapa Tuhan tumbuhkan bnga slps kering kontang?

Mengapa tidk ade hujn yg berpnjgn.. atau..
sinar mentari yg sentiasa menyinari alam?

dan Mengapa Tuhan tentukn hitm mlm dihiasi bintg?

Jawapannya adalah..
sbb kesengn itu dtg slps kesushn
sbb kegembiraan itu dtg slps kesedihan
sbb ujian itu membuat kita mengerti makna kehidupan
sbb kehilgn itu megajr kita erti menghargai
sbb kita x mengenl makna mnis tnpa kita thu ape itu kphitan,

dugaan dan hlgn yg mewarnai kehidupn mugkin membuat dr kita terluka

tp luka itu akn sembuh

walaupun meningglkn parut, 
tp itulh tandanya kita dh berjya menghdapi perkara2 lps

Di sebalik ujian kesedihn akn disinari kegembiraan

Di sebalik kesusahan yg dihadapi, pasti ade kesenagn nya kelak

Awak kene kuat hadapi semua nie.

ujian2 nie yg membuatkn kehidpn nie lbih berwarna warni..

x seronkkn klu hidup nie hitm putih je

or mskn tu manis je rsanya..

biarlah apa yg kita lalui nie sbgai  perisa tmbhn dlm kehidupan
agar kita dpt merasai semuanya..

apa yg penting, kita kne sabar dn tabah..

ade hikmah disebalik semua nie..

Allah ingin mengajar kita sesuatu dr ujian2 nya tu.."

"sorry awk, saya x pndai sgt bab2 menaikkn semangat org..atau memujuk..

tp klu awk perlukn saya, saya sentiasa di sisi awk.."

                                               "awk ingt lgi x janji kita?"
                                                   aq: "hmm??"
                                                "pst pst pst *membisik*"
                                                   aq: "ek??"

p/s: spe 'dia'?? biarlah rahsia..