13.04

   I never had this kind of celebrated birthday in my whole life such at my new school, SMAKL. Before this, my birthday party would be held at my bungalow house and my friends came with their presents. We were having a good time together at that party with jokes, movies and games. Differently at this school, the wishes that they gave made me appreciated them much instead of presents. They such a magic words!

                              “HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ATIQAH!”

    Early in the morning on 13 APRIL, I woke up with a big smile on my face. This is the day I was born! After took a bath, I went to my class to open the letter from my parents at Shah Alam that I received a day before. They wished me and gave my favourite chocolate, Beryls. Thanks; mum and dad! My friends sang me a special happy birthday song at the rowcall. I was very touched plus happy that moment.

   During recess, I gave form V girls an invitation cards for my birthday party that night. There were questions to be answered inside the hand-made cards. The winner would get the prizes from birthday girls. That night birthday party would also celebrating for Ameerah’s birthday which was on 12 APRIL. We got two chocolate moist cakes specially made by Aunty Roslina which was our mentor last year as our birthday gifts.

    That night after preparation class, we made the celebration inside princesses dining hall. After birthday-girls’-talk from Ameerah and me, we announced the winner for the quizzes. Husna and Balqis were the winner! Meanwhile, Naemah also got her prizes because she got it right for the game ‘Try to Count Me’. We had a joyous moment with the chocolate moist cakes, jelly, snack and sweets. Not to forget the delicious mango juice!

    At the end of the party, I gave Ameerah the present that I had bought and so did her. With smilimg and laughing faces, Najihah helped to snap our pictures together as a memories. We end the party at 11.30 as it was time for us to sleep. Although I was quite tired that day because we had gotong-royong plus add math tuition, but it was the best thing that ever happened to me.

p/s: its SIMPLE but MEANINGFUL!

        THANKS,ALL^^
        oh my God! seems my love story is COMPLICATED>.<!!

tentang 'Dia'

Aq ade seorg kwn, dia begitu rapat dgn aq.

org nmapak dia sempurna..

sbb dia ade rupa..

sbb dia pandai..

sbb dia berwang..

sbb dia menarik..

sbb..dia hnya tersenyum ketika ditimpa masalah

dia tidak pernah share ape yg dihadapi

dia suka tanggung sendr, bgnya masalahnya bkn masalah org lain

sbb dia tidak suka tgk org lain terbeban kerana halnya

dia seorg yg baik..

cube utk membantu org tidak kira siapa

kadg2 sbb kebaiknnya itu org ambil kesempatan

tetapi dia ttp bersabar

katanya, "Aq buat semua tu kerana Allah"

dia jenis happy go lucky

dia ade tarikan tersendr

dia bagi org lain nampak sempurna, hebat dan sbgainya..

tp, sebagai sahabat yg begitu dekat dgn dirinya

aq tak nmpak dia sperti yg mereka nmpak
dia masih seperti anak yg lemah

dia selalu menumpahkan air matanya dihadpn ku

saat tu aq xkn mengelap air matanya

cukuplah..

dia dah terlalu lama tabah hadapi segalanya

sudah smpai saatnya dia mgalah dan berasa dr dia x patut keseorgn

menghadapi segalanya..

dia patut meluahkan perasaanya..

sbb dalam hidup kita ini tidak lps dr ujian..

mse tu, aq akn mendengr ceritanya..

rupanya disebalik kehidupannya yang "hebat" itu

bnyak cerita sedih yg mewarnai

disebalik senyum dan ketawanya

byk kekalutan yg tersembunyi

di sebalik happy go lucky nya itu

seribu ujian yg dihadapinya

org nmpak dia hebat..

tp sbnrnya dia tgh lemas

terkapai-kapai dlm hidupnya

org nmpak dia bhagia

sdgkn dia tgh berduka..

aq sedih apabila mendgr cerita hidupnya

dia dah lama hdpi semua nie keseorgn..

walaupun dia mempunyai ramai kawan.

aq merapatkn drnya dgn drku

aq cuba utk memberikn nya kekuatan

walaupun x seberapa 
sekurg-kurgnya mampu menguatkn drnya

"Awak..awk x pernah hdpi semua nie sendrian, sbb Dia selalu bersama awk

xkiralah apa pun yg awk lalui..

dan.. awk ada saya, 
saya sudi menjd pendgr yg setia..

luahkan lah, jagn memndam perasaan lagi..

sbb saya x nmpak dr awk sperti yg mereka nmpak..

jgn segan mengeluarkn twa dn menitiskn tngis

sbb saya sahabt awk..

sya tak mahu sya berkwn dgn awk mse senang shja

tp, saya mahu berada di sisi awk ketika susah juga.."

"Awak..awk tahu x mengapa Tuhan jdkn pelangi slps hujn?

Megapa Tuhan tumbuhkan bnga slps kering kontang?

Mengapa tidk ade hujn yg berpnjgn.. atau..
sinar mentari yg sentiasa menyinari alam?

dan Mengapa Tuhan tentukn hitm mlm dihiasi bintg?

Jawapannya adalah..
sbb kesengn itu dtg slps kesushn
sbb kegembiraan itu dtg slps kesedihan
sbb ujian itu membuat kita mengerti makna kehidupan
sbb kehilgn itu megajr kita erti menghargai
sbb kita x mengenl makna mnis tnpa kita thu ape itu kphitan,

dugaan dan hlgn yg mewarnai kehidupn mugkin membuat dr kita terluka

tp luka itu akn sembuh

walaupun meningglkn parut, 
tp itulh tandanya kita dh berjya menghdapi perkara2 lps

Di sebalik ujian kesedihn akn disinari kegembiraan

Di sebalik kesusahan yg dihadapi, pasti ade kesenagn nya kelak

Awak kene kuat hadapi semua nie.

ujian2 nie yg membuatkn kehidpn nie lbih berwarna warni..

x seronkkn klu hidup nie hitm putih je

or mskn tu manis je rsanya..

biarlah apa yg kita lalui nie sbgai  perisa tmbhn dlm kehidupan
agar kita dpt merasai semuanya..

apa yg penting, kita kne sabar dn tabah..

ade hikmah disebalik semua nie..

Allah ingin mengajar kita sesuatu dr ujian2 nya tu.."

"sorry awk, saya x pndai sgt bab2 menaikkn semangat org..atau memujuk..

tp klu awk perlukn saya, saya sentiasa di sisi awk.."

                                               "awk ingt lgi x janji kita?"
                                                   aq: "hmm??"
                                                "pst pst pst *membisik*"
                                                   aq: "ek??"

p/s: spe 'dia'?? biarlah rahsia..